i really wish platonic relationships were more important. i’m tired of losing friendships because i’m less important than their significant other. i hate that i’m automatically not as close to my friends because i’m not the person they’re dating/sleeping with. and i hate how whenever i complain about it the response is “you’ll find someone too someday!” like no I shouldn’t have to “find someone” to feel loved and important, maybe we should stop promoting investing all your time and effort and physical and emotional intimacy into one romantic/sexual partner idk
You guys I’m in Disney World and this afternoon my blood sugar dropped so low I got separated from my family and somehow bought an ice cream and then blacked out and woke up on a bench with chocolate sauce all over my arms and Mickey Mouse putting a cold towel on my head this truly is a magical place.
Even if i laugh fr with them its not how i laugh around my skinfolk . No knee slappin . No foot stompin . No loud cackling . No “kkkk kkkk kkkk” sound . No “sss sss sss” sound . No shadow boxin tryna get my breath back . No holdin onto the person next to me for strength bc the laugh has stolen mine . & definitely no getting up and running away . Jus not the same 💁
"I think the whole point of being with someone is so you can talk to them and let go of everything, and even when you’re at your worst, they still like you, they still want to speak to you and care about you."
